Memories of an Indian Boy

         THROWBACK OF MY FUN TIMES  ENJOYING TO MY FULLEST  MY ROOMMATES  MY PERSONAL SWIMMING POOL TREKKING WITH ALL MY FELLOW FRIENDS. VISIT TO A BEACH AND HORSE RIDE. VOLUNTEER IN DECATHLON

sometimes the hours fly just like u never can understand how much time u had. Before i had enough time to waste and now that i want time for myself its equal to paying and buying time for myself.these few months i have become a lot busy more than i can anticipate.i hardly get to see the rising sun and the fall of night.    well, i will tell u the reason behind my tiring days.i am actually working for a call center .which is not an easy task.i am working for a diagnostics center: as in booking home appointments and visit the main center and query related to the diagnostics. this job seems pretty easy but the fact about this is its not really what it looks. sometimes i get so frustrated that i don't even like to look at the messages in my mobile and receive my calls.    the people who seem to be proper literate are actually not, they have no ethics how to talk over the phone .they hardly know how to ask questions without abusive words.i get so frustrated but w...

well hello. today I'm not going to write much about myself .but I will be writing about a small and sweet family who are struggling and are going through the worst times of their lives. well, now that I am writing about them it makes me feel really in pain.i just cannot think of that family spending their night in the station all night long. well, this is about a father who is not really educated but is ready to do anything to keep his daughter and wife safe and happy.he was working as a supervisor at a hotel. but who can tell when bad times really comes he was fired from his job.and, as usual, the wife was not working as she has to look after the 5 months child. well, I am or was a complete stranger to them .i went to just say Hi to the small kid. After I come to know that they really have no place to stay as they didn't have money to pay for the rent of the flat they were thrown out from there also. I mean seriously how could anyone do that? the family didn't have mone...

It's not difficult to dream and its neither is illegal. Dreams help a person to stay motivated and passionate. Every person has dreams but it all depends what he does in order to achieve it. As i am also one of them I too have dreams to fulfill.      well during my childhood days I had a lot of dreams and when I grew up to be an adult it finally struck me that all dreams are not that easy to achieve and all can't be fulfilled. Sometimes one must learn to let go of it.     As for me, I have always wanted to become a businessman. well till the time I came to my 10th standards I was doing pretty well with my commerce studies.just for saying I was an all-rounder student. I study have done my studies with Science, Commerce, and Humanities (ARTS). In the 12th standard, I completed my studies, as a Humanities student. Well as of doing business this was a pretty interesting thing for me. But as u know youngsters mind keeps fluctuating(changing). When I was in st...

                                     THE SILENT SHOUT   When steps carve its patches on the crowd and eyes loses its presence that was loud. Then the miserable silence scratches the thought for a silent shout. When the thunder of thoughts twists and turns your wave then the drop looks for the secret chamber in its way to cry out loud. When their lies battle with the ecos around the knees just rest down, We just need the silent fire to extinguish our life for a peace into our vibe. When the heart slams the turning pages for its silence. Then the silent you, Choose to fight out loud and whisper to roar the silent shout.                                                                   ...

I have been back to my writing after a long time, I was a little busy these days. well, u see I am a college going student and on that process, I am looking for jobs also. yes, I agree that I came to Mumbai a few months back but I am also trying my best to find a job which is not at all easy in  Mumbai. Mumbai is a city known for its job opportunities and it's really fascinating that many people around India come to this city in search of a job. but one thing is true about Mumbai if anyone wants a full-time job its a place for u but if u happen to be a student and u  are looking for a part-time job then u had it.   the mesmerizing this city looks u have all sorts of troublemakers everywhere. well, let's talk about me .i have been looking for a job and its been almost 4 months and guess what?? I haven't found any job yet. everyone here wants a full-time worker. I could have done a full-time job but here the problem is with my classes.well in my previous post I ...

hello there, yes I know I haven't been writing past few days. its all because I have been a lot busy these days with my studies and looking for jobs. well well as long as the job is concerned, I am not sure that I'm doing well with my studies.well, to be honest, my course which I am pursuing is for CRUISE  SHIP MANAGEMENT and in order to get the diploma I have to complete the course which is for 9 months.     I would like to see myself as a management officer on a cruise ship. And I m working on that. but past few days I m not me .i can't really concentrate in my studies, I felt really bad when my professor she told me that she doesn't find the same person in me like she saw me when I first joined the class.i just don't know whats wrong with me. I m trying to look for jobs all I can do. but this is Mumbai and there are no fewer job opportunities. But all the jobs I m getting a full-time job and I'm in search of a part-time job. And it's not easy...

YOU SEE, MOST OF THE TIME ALL I AM  THINKING A LOT. YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT YOUR LIFE WILL TURN INTO WITHIN A COUPLE OF YEARS. I AM NOT SPEAKING BAD ABOUT ANYONE BUT HONESTLY ANSWER ME WHEN SOMEONE IS DOING SOMETHING FOR YOU HOW DO U TREAT THAT PERSON??    YOU KNOW WHAT I AM  NOT TRYING TO ACT INNOCENT AND YES I KNOW I HAVE BEHAVED A LITTLE BAD WITH "FABIENNE AUNTY". THIS MUCH I HAVE IN MIND I NEVER DID SOMETHING THAT BROUGHT TEARS IN HER EYES. BUT WHAT I DONT UNDERSTAND IS HOW COME  THESE FELLOWS THEY THINK OF SHOWING THEIR ANGER ON SOMEONE WHO HAS MADE THEM WHO THEY  ARE TODAY.    I HAVE SEEN TEARS IN THE EYE OF MANY PEOPLE WHO TRIED TO HELP US AND LATER THEY  END UP FEELING SAD AND UNHAPPY.IT'S NOT THAT THESE PEOPLE WHO ARE HELPING US THEY WANT SOMETHING VERY BIG FROM YOU, ALL THEY EVER ASKED WAS GOOD RESULTS AND GOOD BEHAVIOUR.      BUT SOME BOYS AFTER THEY GROW UP THEY OVER THINK NOW A DAYS AND THINK WHAT THEY THINK I...

WELL, I CAME TO THE HOME IN THE YEAR 2007. IF THAT'S WHAT I REMEMBER. WHEN I CAME TO THE HOME IT WAS THE BEST THING FOR ME OVER THE TIME AS FOR MANY DAYS I DIDNT HAVE ANY PLACE TO STAY. AND THIS LADY SHE PROVIDED ME A PLACE TO STAY I WAS THE HAPPIEST PERSON OF THE DAY.      THE HOME IS NOT VERY SMALL BUT IT WAS THE BEST PLACE FOR ALL OF US. WE LOVED TO STAY TOGETHER AND PLAY TOGETHER. WE HAVE A COUPLE OF STAFFS WHO ALONG WITH FABIENNE AUNTY WORK FOR THE BETTERMENT OF THE CHILDREN AND THE HOME.      I REMEMBER WELL, THE FIRST TIME WHEN I STEPPED MY FOOT IN THE HOUSE MANY OTHER BOYS CAME TO GREET ME AS THEY GOT A NEW FRIEND AFTER ALL.     HONESTLY, MY THOSE DAYS WITH THE GALOPINS WAS THE BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE. I ALWAYS CONSIDERED AND STILL CONSIDER MYSELF LUCKY TO HAVE THESE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE INTO MY LIFE.     THE BEST THING WAS FABIENNE AUNTY NEVER SAID "NO "TO ANY OF OUR DEMANDS. IF SHE FELT IT WAS WORTH DOING SHE WOULD DO HER BEST TO...

Well, I am a little romantic person and yes I am attracted to girls .i mean come on I am a boy so I will be attracted to girls.so anyways this was how my childhood love life started. It all started when I was in the 6th standard. That time I had gained a little knowledge about the word called "LOVE".So, I liked a girl when it was in the 6th standard.Through my approach towards her everyone knew I liked her except for her. So it didn't work out as after that year I had to leave school .so she was on her way and I was on mine.    Then in 7th standard, I liked another girl which took time of course to like her but unfortunately, she couldn't become my girlfriend cause she was my brother's girlfriend.so there also I was a loser. But like you know unexpected things happen in life. this time I gave up I didn't want to make any girlfriend cause all the time I was choosing the wrong girl .the girl I hated the most later with the passage of time turned out to my girl...

My first boarding wasn't very good. So FABIENNE aunty decided to send me to the school where my brother was studying hoping that we would come closer if we studied together at the same school. But things never worked out. He was cool in front of his friends cause he was an old student in the school. But people hardly at school knew he was my brother .just see sleeping in the same dormitory, studying in the same class and even staying together yet nobody knew we were brothers .this is how you can make out how bad our relationship with one another was.    He hardly spoke to me at school, and so I also didn't put much effort to speak to him. Every time aunty called us at school she was asking how it is going on in between us and I said it's going on well cause I didn't want to trouble her and also I gave up on my brother.he didn't treat me like a brother. But I heard from his girlfriend that he really cares for me but if u do care for someone you must s...

yes, I'm back to my writing. well, I have mentioned how aunty Fabienne found me but I forgot to mention how come all of a sudden I landed at the station.so this is how it all began.      I have a family and that includes my father, mother, my elder brother, and a younger sister along with me.so u see I have 5 members. During my old days, my elder brother was like a savior to me. He helped me in all difficult situations and I still look at him as a great person though we don't get along much these days. So my mother is a very short-tempered lady and when she told us to get something from the nearby store and if we asked her once again what she said she would beat us up like hell.i remember she used to beat us with broomstick.and it would hurt a lot .trust me  it would hurt a lot .and we would start to cry " like a devil trying to get out of hell and enter the earth ."she would beat us black and blue . And honestly I was just 4 and my bro 5 and a half, How were we su...

the first school I attended was in Kolkata and it was NANDAN school. it was an English medium for sure but I didn't study there for long as FABIENNE aunty had her plans to send me to a boarding school. Boarding was very fascinating in the beginning but slowly as the days passed by we were treated badly in the school where teachers were telling every student that we were orphan and you know when you are small and if anyone tells you something in front of your friends how much disturbing it is. not only that we were not allowed to go for some outside visit like the other children did. when outside visit was there if by mistake they took us outside they didn't pay money so that we could have something like all other normal children had. These days were like a nightmare to all of us who were a part of the galloping.      And at that point of time, I would curse myself why this had to happen to me ?? But little did I know at that time that I had the best gift and the be...

It didn't take much time for me to move to a  boarding school. Aunty decided all of a sudden to send me to a boarding school. she called me and said we will be out of station for a day .so I was happy that finally, she was taking me outside on holiday .and later I got to know few more boys are joining me .so it was much better. I was happy that my friends were accompanying me. so began my journey to the boarding. I went for the entry exams and I passed the exams and now I was going to join the school .after a couple of months.so we came back to the home and then after a few days began our preparation for the boarding. Aunty started to take my mathematics subject more seriously. Aunty would sit in the evening with me with my mathematics and she would say me write 10. And me as a genius I  would write 1 and zero which for me was number 10. she would look at me and after a few more try I would start to cry worse than a girl child. so that was me. if someone tried to co...

                                                        I was just thinking what will I have for tomorrow when I didn't get anything to have today.so, as a child all I did was wrapped my shirt around me and went off to sleep as it was a bit cold that day.and the only thing which struck my mind was " O GOD   W HY DOES THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME ". Little did I know that destiny had its plan for me.so I went to sleep on the floor with an empty stomach.    the next day was a good day to start as it was a fresh morning and I was feeling fresh but not to forget I was a lot hungry. so I went near the railway food plaza and was waiting for someone to give me something to eat. And that was when a hand was there on my shoulders from behind me. I was so scared and tried to run away.it was the insecurity which I had withi...